for some reason that i do not know [oh yea i was looking for a link to a site]. i looked back to my old entries on xanga. and its so enteraining to read. i sound crazy, seriously. haha. now that i look back, obviously that stuff was so not important. and i laugh at it. but still even though back in the middle/high school days the drama is about such unimportant stuff. the feels you get, the hurt and sadness, is still real. no matter how immature the drama might seem to be, the hurt it causes is real.

but yeah. its interesting to read old entries. i dunno if its everyone's or just mine. and its interesting to see who left comments, the ppl i use to be friends with. so odd. i wonder if they even remember. well, i didnt, until i read the comments. kinda makes me miss the ppl i use to be friends with back in the day.

this is a really random entry. haha.... back then i would have never thought id end up here and like this. amazing how things work/change. okay, i gotta go back to studying. i have an exam tomorrow, actually its today. bye.

hmm.. lets bring xanga back!! hahaha.. yeah right..

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ah i cant wait to move into my dorm. im so sick of living at home. my parents dont let me do friggin anything. and they expect me to come home during the weekeneds. pshhh yeah right. i dont even wanna come home for the the breaks. my parents are so rediculous. drives me crazy. for those ppl commuting, i dunno how u do it. props to u.

today at work (soho) so many friggin byuhntae guys checked me out/hit on me. omg its soo annoying. it makes me so angry. they shouldnt even be lookin at me. freakin gross. i dunno how they get any girl. seriously i wanna like punch them wen they say stuff to me. so glad this is the last week im working there. im not gonna miss that place. im gonna miss abercrombie tho. *tear. im sad i have to leave the people there. i said i could work weekends but i dont wanna come home and ill sacrifice not working for staying at school.

i just wanna go to school, do well, and have fun.

this past week was so much fun. i love cali. i wish i did not have to leave. (and it almost happened haha). but yea i had to come back to connecticut. sigh... i already miss cali soo much, all the places to eat, and most of all the people, the academy kids and all the people i met. thanks to everyone for being soo nice and welcoming to me (if any of u even read this :P). and thanks cara for taking care of me. hehe. when i look at pics or jus think about it i start to tear. haha. thats how much i miss it. i want to go back! right now! but... i should stop whining about it bc in here and theres nothing i can do about it.

the plane ride there and back sucked. on the way there we had to take a longer route bc of bad weather. and on the way back my flight got delayed bc who knows why. and so instead of leaving at 10pm i left at 1am. i was not happy. and then the whole plane right back i thought i was gonan die. these two boys sat next to me and kept pushing me (on accident) how much room did they need?! they were like half my size. and i had a crazy headache so i asked the flight attendent for aspirin. i think she felt bad for me cuz i realy did look and feel miserable. the very begining and the very end (which are the plane flights) sucked butt but everything in btwn was awsome.

for first day or two i was in culture shock .haha. if thats possible bc its not like i was in a different country. but it was really different compared to here. i thought that i could never like or get to this place. but it was jus bc i hated change so much. but i grew to love it. i would go back there or live there any chance i got. when i was there i didnt miss connecticut. it suptised me cuz if i go anywhere i always miss home. but i didnt this time. the only things i missed was going to the gym, driving (since cara drove me everywhere), and my friends/family. but i didnt miss connecticut (does that make sense?). and now i sit here and miss cali, everything about it...

i met a lot of really nice, cool ppl. generally, ppl there are more friendly than here. here ppl are more like stay to yourself. anyways, thanks to all you guys so much. i wish i got to kno you guys better but no time. sigh.

studio pics we took. its a digi pic of the actual pic so quality isnt that good. if u want one jus ask me. in the third pic the pose was so painful haha.

sticker pics. kinda bisa but its fun.

pics of third street in santa monica. sooo much shopping u can do there.

yeonjoo, sarah, hanna, cara, me

some of the jumping pics were rated pg 13. hahaha.

rodeo drive!! its like third street but more luxury brands. but third street has nice stores too.third street is like high class and rodeo is high high class.

me and cara at neiman marcus. took tons of pics there. a old lady ended up yelling at us for taking pics.

priscilla and prairie. the nicest ppl i have ever met in my life, seriously. everyone else there is super nice too tho.

chan. a second grader in cara's class. soooo cute omg. i miss him. haha. man if i was like 5 years old i would seriously have a crush on him.

-- i have more pics but ill stop here. ill post them if ppl want.

GO KOREA!!!!!!!!

Do they even kno what hes saying? :P

even tho park jisung is not good looking, i find him really muhshisuh (strongly influenced by the fact that i have a thing for soccer players). ahn junghwan is hottt tho. haha.

aww chunsoo its okay

just wait for 2010. we'll do better.

fighting!